Who Am I to decide.

check...1-2...1-2  reality check

Be alert. ok -- worrisome threat. ok.

midnight knocks in the earth's crust created  a room for self-doubt

fear not-tough times, i will endure the struggle of everyday shit

a lucid moment, no doubt i'm sailing smoothly through a tumultuous battleground

though i feel that iam trudging on pointlessly 

Lost in fearful thoughts, guilty of it from time to time

dawn turn into a dusk. recollecting, the agitated mixture foamed and bubbled

few past events and demeanor.time stopped . cursed with the worst. but not lost

far cry. tired of being tired. i go to sleep to rest, i don't die

am i blessed.       (just a content)

Don't trouble me ! i'm branded; i see ya man.

feel bad. i see you, face new

don't be ashamed of the whole truth

it'll haunt you for the rest of your life.

soul is crying. you are dying.

have no fear. give it a mighty tear

Don't graduate from the depression. you are better, more better than you.

Tremors felt. midnight knocks. a bit smoked- up

long uninterrupted sleep. i woke up. painted myself into a corner

socially reinforced illusions.confirmed the predictions."Truth is stranger than fiction".

time to take an unpopular stand. landed me not on the side of the majority

nor do i particularly care to be.

iam just a continuous learner. i think, sometimes i spit too much

back in the mirror. reflected mid finger.

system reset. dreams postponed for someday. dodging bullets

month brings a new story led a new discovery. Plain-naked truth

world is fractured by individual perspectives

i don't like the image of god you've created. trading in religion. 

dying are stray dogs. I bow my knee to god with no name.

minority communities are being flogged or threatened. trapped between the cold walls.

pain and misery. murdering for freedom is not a freedom.

violent revolution is not a revolution.

media interrupting interruption creating illusions.

let me get into this gimmick equations.

i'm just reflecting ways, learn from experiences.

there's nothing wrong in being a cosmopolitan one.

they say never let your heart say much. smoke that.

who's gonna reveal and listen to world's dark secret. many indulges in the rat race.

let's take an unpopular stand. the only hope in the coming storm.

many people have pondered the subject. raise the issues to address around places

but. someone comes up on the stage and lies on our faces. we don't get pissed

to put it simply. we get angry when someone speaks the truth.

look at this list, do you see any light.

move a bit , you will see shits

letting you know that this world is getting better, or is at least tolerable.

i want to see better in anticipation of more better

i'm not a player, i could tell i don't care who is the best player

whoever questions system and culture or politicisation

dear people, don't call them a traitors

do you know why?.. because this is one of few ways the world will find it's way out of the current mess,

that's why.

iam just writing about the world's dark secret

see yourself to get insight of what you look like

i care about the policy, not the personality

everything is infront of us, but probably we don't care

hit the tricks is same as 'right to fight

i might be wrong. may be right

don't let the construction company to set up the anger inside
iam just a learner, who am i to decide.

expectations exceeded - stats stated. now call it one-sided, defensive, self promotion, anything, anything you decide. and please don't believe everything you've read here, just open your eyes to everything.
From the past ' i;ve learned, to the point ' i'm learning. I hope it's not a crime.

 I don't claim to have the highest level of 
 subject knowledge. Never knew, how to speed up  the process. then again, it seems i still don't, so be it. I'm just lucky enough to walking and enjoying every step of the endless pro road

Things .happening around you. Time to think ourselves again. Time to take an unpopular stand and Be honest. You  must be working on your ambitions and i do not intend to put any burden. Just be highly professional yet also openly human. We'll get there!

I have no intention to offend the sentiments of the people.
I'm opposing those politicisation whose pronunciamento means nothing.